Very very depressed at the moment, but my vanity forbids begging for mercy so here I am, complaining to the vast cyberspace.
A lot of things are not working out lately: all efforts into project in vain; phd application no updates while everyone else has an offer; and some other things that I don’t want to say.
My own life is taking way too much of my attention and effectively deprives me of any abilities to care or even think kindly for another person. This feeling totally disgusts me and makes me feel like a loser.
Just to lift the weight out of this article a little: I was walking and writing this article on my phone and I WALKED INTO A LAMP POST… I’m glad this day can’t probably get any worse : )
Update: XD It did get worse… although I am totally 淡定 about it… had Korean Kimchi topped rice for dinner… How can 腌白菜 be so sour >_< lol~ but still, many thanks to my roommates I did not have to have instant noodle for dinner again lol.
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