{"id":9962,"date":"2008-07-24T22:53:00","date_gmt":"1999-11-29T23:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dreambeingone.wordpress.com\/2008\/07\/24\/%e9%98%bf%e7%94%98%e5%a6%82%e6%98%af%e8%af%b4\/"},"modified":"2008-07-24T22:53:00","modified_gmt":"1999-11-29T23:00:00","slug":"%e9%98%bf%e7%94%98%e5%a6%82%e6%98%af%e8%af%b4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/?p=9962","title":{"rendered":"\u963f\u7518\u5982\u662f\u8bf4"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am not a smart man, but I know what love is.<\/p>\n<p>Mamma said you gotta&#8217; put the past behind you before you can move on.<\/p>\n<p>Mamma said stupid is as stupid does!<\/p>\n<p>He never actually said so, but I think he made his peace with God.<\/p>\n<p>Jenny came back and stayed with me. Maybe it was because she had<br \/>\nnowhere else to go. Or may be it was because she was so tired, because<br \/>\nshe went to bed and slept and slept like she hadn&#8217;t slept in years. It<br \/>\nwas wonderful having her home. Every day we&#8217;d take a walk, and I&#8217;d<br \/>\njabber on like a monkey in a tree and she&#8217;d listen about ping-pong and<br \/>\nshrimpin&#8217; boats and Momma makin&#8217; a trip to Heaven. I did all the<br \/>\ntalkin&#8217;. Jenny most of the time was real quiet.<\/p>\n<p>That day, for no particular reason, I decided to go for a little run.<br \/>\nSo I ran to the end of the road. And when I got there, I thought maybe<br \/>\nI&#8217;d run to the end of town. And when I got there, I thought maybe I&#8217;d<br \/>\njust run across Greenbow County. And I figured, since I run this far,<br \/>\nmaybe I&#8217;d just run across the great state of Alabama. And that&#8217;s what I<br \/>\ndid. I ran clear across Alabama. For no particular reason I just kept<br \/>\non going. I ran clear to the ocean. And when I got there, I figured,<br \/>\nsince I&#8217;d gone this far, I might as well turn around, just keep on<br \/>\ngoing. When I got to another ocean, I figured, since I&#8217;d gone this far,<br \/>\nI might as well just turn back, keep right on going. When I got tired,<br \/>\nI slept. When I got hungry, I ate. When I had to go&#8230; you know&#8230; I<br \/>\nwent.<\/p>\n<p>You died on a Saturday morning and I had you placed here under our<br \/>\ntree. And I had that house of your father&#8217;s bulldozed to the ground.<br \/>\nMomma always said dyin&#8217; was a part of life. I sure wish it wasn&#8217;t.<br \/>\nLittle Forrest, he&#8217;s doing just fine. About to start school again soon.<br \/>\nI make his breakfast, lunch, and dinner every day. I make sure he combs<br \/>\nhis hair and brushes his teeth every day. Teaching him how to play ping<br \/>\npong. He&#8217;s really good. We fish a lot. And every night, we read a book.<br \/>\nHe&#8217;s so smart, Jenny. You&#8217;d be so proud of him. I am. He, uh, wrote a<br \/>\nletter, and he says I can&#8217;t read it. I&#8217;m not supposed to, so I&#8217;ll just<br \/>\nleave it here for you. Jenny, I don&#8217;t know if Momma was right or if, if<br \/>\nit&#8217;s Lieutenant Dan. I don&#8217;t know if we each have a destiny, or if<br \/>\nwe&#8217;re all just floating around accidental-like on a breeze, but I, I<br \/>\nthink maybe it&#8217;s both. Maybe both is happening at the same time. I miss<br \/>\nyou, Jenny. If there&#8217;s anything you need, I won&#8217;t be far away.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am not a smart man, but I know what love is. Mamma said you gotta&#8217; put the past behind you before you can move on. Mamma said stupid is as stupid does! He never actually said so, but I think he made his peace with God. Jenny came back and stayed with me. Maybe [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9962","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9962","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9962"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9962\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9962"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9962"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.cenci.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9962"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}